searching for a reason to search

i dont have much to say


well that could be a lie


...
we'll see
i just have a simple idea concept
id like to throw your way
catch it or .. not lol
..
sometimes the most meaningful moments in our lives
come when we
find we dont want them to be meaningful at the time..


bear with me


life is full of trials but while we're in them we
dont always think
" this is honestly fantastic"
unless you lie to your self ...
alot
lol
that is an unnatural response


mostly its because we can see the end
we can see the beauty in the trial
.. while we're in the trail
all we can see is
that it sucks
making us miserable


My friend best friend john has taught me a few things
out of them
1 recently being that


we can always see the end of a situation but we can have faith & believe
that we'll make it there
if we try.
now
that " if we try"
is a very important part in this rant of mine lol
because if we dont try we're just dreamers who never woke up
.. we're like alice stuck in a trippy wonderland

theres a difference between Dreaming & believing


dreaming is a hope or wish with out action
believing is having faith that dream will happen and moving in that faith.


everyone needs a dream of some sort
but more than that
we need to believe that to get to the end
we need to know
that its worth it
and that we arnt better off with out it

( i say we because.. mostly when I'm writing these.. im not just talking to hear my self talk. im saying we because I'm alive just as your alive .. because your reading this..unless your a zombie.. in that case stop haha. annyways. but im still learning things everyday just like you. i
say that to say this)


not matter what your situation is
if you've just given up on trying in life

given up on a dream
been hurt

your not alone
because "we"
isnt just you
its you and me