i trust its not impossible ..thats a start

ive found when im not in a talking mood

im in a writing mood
..

eh they're kinda the same

it just id rather have people seek out what i say then seeking
out them to listen

call it what you want

i just wanna write

lately ive had my guard down.
which was dumb.

just when you get used to it..

something happens
you become less aware of
of the bad..

and focus on the
surface good of people
trust is the most important thing in
any
relationship

i dont care what they say about
communication
you have to trust that what the other's communicating

is true.. right?

ah ha!

haha welll..

for some reason my trust has been violated
and its rocked me to my core

ive seen the effects it is having
in more than one area

broken trust isnt so easily fixed

just like a broken heart has to mend
the process isnt just about the time

its a process

no one ever said regaining faith in something was easy
but you had it in the 1st place right?
so..

its not impossible