perfectionist cringe

im sitting here enjoying my cocoa pebbles ..

i realized i havnt posted anything in a while.

the 1st thought that pops into my head.

Im not perfect.

i do get upset

i dont get straight A's ..or B's..

im not always as deep as people may think

.. i do love some mindless humor once in a while

my writing style has been labeled " awkward"


i have not found the perfect milk to pebble ratio ...

 i digress ..

I've found out that, disappointment comes

when our set expectations arnt met.

it could be as simple as

getting some cereal that has been hyped up &advertised to be the best thing..

and it turns out to taste like sugary cardboard (im just really enjoying my cocoa pebbles.. jealous?)

or as complicated as

losing trust in a close friend.

no matter what we

do to control us ( ourselves )

  despite our set expectations we have in our heads of

who we should be ..

  we're human

& i've found that sometimes i've forgotten to add

that into the

calculations.

even though we do mess up, and we do make mistakes.

it's never an excuse to give up.

its a reason to not constantly rag on yourself

because we all mess up.

but the difference between some people &

most people ..

is

some people learn or deal with the screw-ups & keep moving forward

most people don't.