sky

have you ever looked at the sky.

having a rough day & just stepped out side &

gazed at it ?

why do we do this 

let our minds run away 

to where our bodies cant.

its calming.

i have a little relaxing ritual of my own

in my house there is a window that i

think has the best view of the sky 

its nothing special & there are trees in the way

but i like to sit up against the wall & just stare.

i its like for a moment im lost.

i dont reflect on my day 

because

i can do that when im lying awake at night trying shut off my brain

lol

but i just get lost.

Maybe thats why god gave us 

such a beautiful 

place to live 

despite all the ugly around us.

its like he's whispering 

" i made this for you"

like he knew things

 were gonna get rough

so he gave us some

beauty 

that doesn't have 

emotion 

but we feel it